February 2012
11 posts
I had a lovely night with my lover last night. I hadn’t seen him since December. He said I looked beautiful. He always says that.
We talked of humanity, selfishness and changing moods. I was talking about him, I think he knew. He is not really selfish, he is a good man, who doesn’t know what he wants. I wish for his sake he would figure it out. Poor chap! I wanted to hold his...
Relationships come in all forms and sizes. mine is both big and small. It is big because it means a lot to me. Koa is my best friend, he is the one I punch (softly) in the ribs in the middle of the night and say “I need another hottie” and to his moan of objection comes another (soft) fist in the ribs followed by the word “NOW”. This happens one night a month, and I love...
That sick feeling you get when you realise that your lover and his girlfriend have been together for one year.
Word of the week
Obsequious: Adjective. Overly obedient to another. Attentive to the extreme. Attempting to cull favour by flattery. Synonyms: Servile. slavish. subservient.
Example: I am an obsequious lover.
January 2012
82 posts
What?
Humans remain a mystery to me. I fail to understand their fickle nature. The ability to disregard previous encounters and feelings eludes me. However it seems to be common practice. I cannot make sense of actions and words in relation to future actions and future words. How can I align a whispered word then to the discontinuity of now? It is clearly the same person, as they have not changed...